In the fight with 8 stages, I supposed I can claim to win Stage 1,2,3,4. Stage 5 was kind of a draw or even a loss (though most people would claim otherwise) - 2 of enemies are tough to beat and I got sucker punched by 2 others. The main problem then was the lack of motivation. Or perhaps winning the previous stages had made me over-confident of my abilities. Very, very big mistake. The good thing is, they reminded me of my weaknesses.
As much as I hate to admit these weaknesses, I do know that if I do not admit their existence, I will never improve. It is better to face up to reality and challenges than run away from them or bury my head in the ground. I did some reflection and tried to put new measures in place for Stage 6... and Stage 6 is another success. All right, the success of Stage 6 belonged not only to me, but to my mentor and seniors. They played a very big part in this. I can never thank them enough. Now, as I move on to Stage 7 and 8, bigger challenges await. To achieve true victory, I have to overcome these.
So, as you can see, I am someone who likes to "fight". Overly competitive they say. Then again, this is how I live most of the time. "Fighting" is the only way of life that I know. Perhaps this is why I am incapable of proper love.
As much as I hate to admit these weaknesses, I do know that if I do not admit their existence, I will never improve. It is better to face up to reality and challenges than run away from them or bury my head in the ground. I did some reflection and tried to put new measures in place for Stage 6... and Stage 6 is another success. All right, the success of Stage 6 belonged not only to me, but to my mentor and seniors. They played a very big part in this. I can never thank them enough. Now, as I move on to Stage 7 and 8, bigger challenges await. To achieve true victory, I have to overcome these.
So, as you can see, I am someone who likes to "fight". Overly competitive they say. Then again, this is how I live most of the time. "Fighting" is the only way of life that I know. Perhaps this is why I am incapable of proper love.
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