Decided. To live a max of 60 years. UNLESS something or someone changes my mind. Too tiring to live so long and too... Sometimes I don't really know why I think in a "holier than thou" way. Guess that is my nature. Even though brain knows better than to slip down this path, it lapses sometimes. Better be dead than to act like that. In the meanwhile, I must learn to release my energy on a more consistent basis.
