Christmas will probably be spent working. Oh well, this chance to work comes only once while Christmas comes every year. Then again, because of work, I have been neglecting family. Fine. I am not that close to them in the first place. But I am not insensitive to their feelings about my being constantly away.
Results are not good this semester with the lowest grade ever appearing. Of course I am sad. Then again, if I keep getting As, then it means the rest of the cohort are weak and it would be no fun right? This is a reminder of my vulnerability (my "mortality" I would like to say) and a chance to fight rather than defend.
On the social side, it is good that I have not mistook sympathy and empathy with something else. Good job Brain. It seems better to just be around that to be attached to anyone. Yes... It can be kind of "lonely" at times. But hey, I can't have my cake and eat it at the same time.
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