I think I have finally reached my body's limit. Getting up at 5 plus, 6 a.m. every single day, reach home only at 9, 10, 11p.m. or even near midnight for almost consecutive 4-5 weeks. Today, my brain really screamed for a break (It does not help that my sore throat has been troubling me since start of this week). Well... At least for this long weekend, I can take some time to read some research papers and organize my data (They are organized. But not as good as I liked them to be.).
For some time, some people have commented on me being a perfectionist. Alright. I accept that. However, this is only because my real inner self is really quite sloppy and lazy. I need a "rational" self to control that - hence the perfectionist tag. You probably cannot imagine the mayhem if I did not set (or try to set) a high standard for myself. A senior co-worker once commented that whoever works under me will have a hard time (assuming I will hold some leadership position someday). That is kind of true. I guess. I will expect certain tasks to be completed by a certain time (who does not?) and they be completed in an acceptable manner to me. Of course. I tend to be more lenient to the others (which usually does not apply when I rate myself).
One another note, I wrote to someone on facebook today, regarding that person's future career. Somehow I was kind of eager to see that person's response and was moderately elated to have seen it. I would strongly deny liking that person, though I admit that there is positive feeling towards this person (This is a typical response to me if anyone asks THAT typical question.). While I think we have very different personalities, response to situations and social experience, we are not all that different in our innate thinking.
One another note, I wrote to someone on facebook today, regarding that person's future career. Somehow I was kind of eager to see that person's response and was moderately elated to have seen it. I would strongly deny liking that person, though I admit that there is positive feeling towards this person (This is a typical response to me if anyone asks THAT typical question.). While I think we have very different personalities, response to situations and social experience, we are not all that different in our innate thinking.
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